This story is about my childhood.



I had several sexual, physical and emotional abuse from my family and neighbours and my parents' friends when I was very little, and been forgot about those incidences for a long time.



I have suffered depression from 2002 to 2007 not able to eat or sleep without medication.

And I was very suicidal. I wanted to disappear because I thought I should not be disturb anyone and I felt just being myself was selfish.



I have been working on my emotions since 2009 and got my childhood memories back.



Thanks to Mary's workshop at



http://divinetruth.com/



I am on the process of healing my inner child at the moment.



This book is for my inner child and for all of the people who is suffering right now. Also want to express true myself, and to be myself.



I do not have to be shamed about what had happened to me because it was not my fault.

But I believed that was my fault.



Publishing this book and making this book in public took a lot of courage but I wanted to do it for myself.



I would like to delicate this book to http://divinetruth.com/



All of the profit goes to for the donations for divinetruth. com